I have these thoughts...

Somedays I wish I had never left Salt Lake.
It always seemed like I had a little more to do, and a lot more money to spend.
But maybe it was because I had a job?
I feel nothing but lucky to be living in London.
I am truely in love with this city.
And the hours I could spend just wandering around this town...
I just hope that one day I can make the type of friendships here, like some of the ones I left behind.
Then again, it took me 6 years to make those connections...
I miss being little, when sharing your crayons meant you made your new best friend.
Why does growing up have to complicate things?
Why do we have to build walls up so we can't let anybody in?
I want to let everybody in my world.
I think it's a pretty great place...
I just hope people will want to share their world back.

A month into 2010, and I'm still going strong.

I woke up to snow, beautiful white flakes falling from the sky.
Some days I forget how beautiful the world is. How truly blessed we are all to be alive.
I feel extremely lucky lately. Everything in my life seems to be working out.
If you had come up to me a year ago, I was a whole different person. Over emotional, high strung, and selfish. I feel like it's time to do my part in this world.
I can't keep sitting around and waitig for my life to happen. This year I am taking everything I have and putting it out there. To the people I love, my friends, my family, thank you for being there for me. Some of you have put up with me at the worst points in my life, and others of you, who are new to my life:
I can't wait to show you all the love I have to give.

I'm restarting this blog for probably the 6th time. I was write in it, and then drop it.
But this year it's important to me. I want to put more than my lousy days in here. I want this to be less about me, and more about life in general.
We live a world that is so full of life that it makes no sense that I should only write about what my life has given me: but everything else that surrounds me and impacts me.

2010..I'm coming for you...head first.